The power of resilience and the impact of loss: DJ Hannah Laing's story.
A year of transformation. DJ and producer Hannah Laing reflects on a challenging year, one that began with the devastating loss of her childhood best friend, Ellie Scanlan.
A difficult choice. Hannah faced a crossroads: cancel a major festival appearance or carry on for her friend. She chose to perform, but the emotional toll was immense.
The impact of Ellie's loss. Hannah's performance was a struggle, and a moment of realization hit her hard when she saw Ellie's face in the crowd. She admits, "My head didn't feel in it..." but the support from the Dundee crowd was a lifeline.
A first for Hannah. After the festival, she made a bold decision - to cancel shows for the first time in her career. She opens up about the guilt she felt, but also the overwhelming support she received from her fans.
A controversial coping mechanism. Here's where it gets controversial: Hannah reveals her reliance on alcohol to cope with her grief. She describes how partying became a way to escape the pain, but looking back, she realizes it wasn't a healthy solution.
Sober and strong. Hannah has now been sober for an impressive 54 days, and she's proud of her journey. She shares the reassurance she received from other sober DJs, emphasizing that adjustment takes time.
A new beginning. Hannah's commitment to Dundee has only grown stronger. She recently opened a community music studio, doof Studios, aiming to remove barriers for young musicians. The studio offers access to equipment, workshops, and a creative space, especially for those struggling with mental health.
A tribute to Ellie. Hannah believes Ellie would be proud of her sobriety and the new studio. She also released a track, "Have You Ever Loved (Ellie)," in Ellie's memory, which became BBC Radio 1's Hottest Record. Hannah describes it as the most meaningful song she's written, a way to channel her grief.
A lasting legacy. Hannah's story is a testament to the power of resilience and the impact of loss. It's a reminder that even in the darkest times, there's always a chance for growth and a new beginning. What do you think? Is there a lesson here that resonates with you? Feel free to share your thoughts in the comments!
